The crazy corner

July 15, 2010

I was sitting on the couch waiting for M. to assemble whatever the hell he was going to beat me with yesterday, and looked over to my crazy corner. I love it. It’s so me. I’m happy happy sitting in my chair, I’m happy when I see it.
Calling it the crazy corner makes [...]

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Nuts and Bolts

July 14, 2010

I am asking, with respect, for you input. The simple would be some protocols you have that enforce your feelings, enrich your experience, and for these alone I’ll be grateful. Anything more would be a blessing, and I would count it as such.
From Master Magnum, who certainly gave me a lot to think about.
First [...]

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A fan of rainy days

July 10, 2010

I walked around naked with just Crocs and a hat doing chores in the rain this morning. It was absolutely lovely, and it’s supposed to go on all day today.
We have lovely left-overs to eat today, so not a lot of cooking needs to go on.
M.’s mother has been moved to a rehab facility and [...]

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Escape

July 7, 2010

He says it shouldn’t take a heat wave to get me to voluntarily walk around naked. But come on! I’m from west Texas, after all. It’s way more fun to be naked when it’s hot, and boy is it hot right now.
Working outside is just miserable, and we are doing the bare minimum. Unfortunately, we [...]

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When we are good

July 4, 2010

When we are good, we are really, really good, and when we are bad we are horrid.
Where does that come from?
It so describes us.
Yesterday was good, for him. He couldn’t figure out or didn’t care that it wasn’t good for me.
Today is Sunday and a holiday. He said yesterday that there would be guilt-free [...]

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Ruts

July 3, 2010

I can’t decide whether or not ruts are good.
He looked at all of beating implements on the living room table and said that he was in a rut. (Yay!)
But then he went downstairs, said “look what I have”! and it was just another cane. A pretty one, yes, and festive! But still. Just another damn [...]

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Conditioning

June 30, 2010

We have music issues.
He’s been conditioning my brain for years that when he turns on Butt Boy, we have switched into kinky time.
We broke the speaker that we use downstairs, though, by leaving it out in the gazebo during a rainstorm. Boo.
So when he played with me the other day, we had a fan [...]

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