He tells me I’m doing really well.
That I’m being what he wants.
I’m finding it really hard.
I’m struggling, a lot.
I want the attention, but then it’s all too much.
He says we’ll get there.
Struggling
LikePrevious post: The crazy corner
Next post: Balance?
{ 5 comments… read them below or add one }
We will. Love you.
Everyone struggles at times. We all grow and do so at different rates. Part of your slavery is to trust your master when he says you that you are all he wants and are what he wants. Somedays, I know the attention I would want to give her were would be too much for her and I would see her struggling to please. I asked her about it and she said she focused on me and she made it through. I think that is the great benefit of the Master/slave relationship. Phrank does not have to hide what he wants nor does he have to tell you what you want to hear but will tell you the truth.
Relax and enjoy his attentive nature then again maybe relax is the wrong word, how about revel in it instead of fighting it. He could be like a lot of men who is off with his hobbies or his work most of the week. But then again in the words of the song, he has something hot at home……
Tell me leesa what is it you think u are stuggling with. Is it the pain or the lack of attention you think u are getting If it is the last one,what I see is you are getting a lot of it maybe not the kind you want but he is always by your side alot.
Phank might be able to give more of what you want but would it be good if he was only doing it for you and not because he wants to
just as I see it
be good
Your farmers tan is so cute. I thought M had you out in the yard naked while you work? Thought you might be getting that all over tan by now.
Enjoy your post and pictures (both sites)
Sir Mike
I will say that this picture on this post is the most forlorn I have seen you. I hope that the internal pain goes away. I know I have some internal pain right now. It is pain of the heart and it does make one stop and wonder about life.