Valentine’s Day

by Leesa on February 21, 2010

I should write about it before I forget about it, huh?

Or maybe it should just be forgotten, forever.

If only he didn’t have the tape.

He dressed me up in the O-Dress. I thought I looked pretty, like some of the old photos of me in the damn dress. (Now that I’ve seen the photos, that was a misplaced hope, of course.)

He turned on the video camera, played with me. I didn’t like any of it, though I was obedient. He kept wanting me to get turned on, to come for the camera, and it just wasn’t going to happen. NOT HOT!

Then he told me to go lie down on the couch, and I thought he was finally turning off the camera so I could have a damn orgasm. What a relief! Now we would move on to the hot stuff, thanks.

Except he didn’t turn it off. He just acted like he did, or something. Moved the direction it was pointed.

Everything that happened after that was supposed to be private! I didn’t know it was on, and I think it’s entirely unfair for him to ever publish it.

{ 5 comments… read them below or add one }

M February 21, 2010 at 12:38 pm

The Odress is totally hot, sex toy. You looked even better than you did in the old pictures. Post and link the pictures so the world can see and pass their verdict.

As for coming on camera, just accept it. Who would want a sex toy that doesn’t get turned on and come whenever he wants it to. Also, our porn is authentic. That means showing the real Leesa. The one that used to be a horny little slut before its owner turned it into a sex object.

M February 21, 2010 at 12:44 pm

And the picture I get is you in the Odress on the impaler at that long ago Darkstone party. [Big Grin]

Sir Duke February 21, 2010 at 2:14 pm

Hi Leesa
I think it is fair that he be able to have u coming on tape, as you have no problem cummmming and find it hot if you aren t. So what is so why is it so different

Sir Duke

oregongurl February 21, 2010 at 2:25 pm

I realize I am just an outsider looking in from a journal and that I don’t know the dynamics. I have read long enough to know that Leesa you trust your master implicitly. I also know that the slave/Master relationship is based on trust.

What your Master should have said is “You need to trust me and I say come on camera and it’s something you need to learn to do” and this is another way he’s going to push your boundaries.

If he implied at all that what was happening on the couch was private, and he didn’t communicate to you it was on then shame on him.

A Masters job is to protect and look out for his slave/object/fuck toy/fuck hole, whatever he wants to refer to you as. It’s not in your best interest to have your trust violated.

Just my opinion, take what you need and leave the rest.

Tom February 22, 2010 at 2:45 pm

I’ve always loved you in your O-dress. It is simply lovely.

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