I’m a year out from shoulder surgery today. I’m still not back to normal, sadly. It’s really easy for me to stress the shoulder and then I’ll have a couple of days where I’m barely able to use it. Boo. All of his bondage has to be shoulder-friendly, which to me look bad and feel bad both. Boo again.

He spiced this one up by making me really immobile and helpless, but then making me hold up my tits, so I had to be obedient and complicit, cooperative, too. What a mindfuck.

I wish I knew where my pain tolerance was. I’m a basket case so quickly. I think it’s because he likes to play with me before he allows me / makes me get turned on. Scenes that rock my world are when he plays with me again once I’m turned on. That’s when my inner pain slut gets to come out to play.

He’s having to be careful again. I’m bruised a lot in all the usual places. He admitted today that he’s in a rut. He was doing something with the new videos and I asked him what the scene was. “Tied to the post and whipped. Again.”

He’s thinking of giving Ms. Patty a tune up. I think we’ve played with the Sybian far too much lately.

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